Saturday, September 26, 2009

Some block & a stop-gap arrangement

I have been going thru a terrible thing called writers(!!) block & am not able to write anything cohesively. Maybe Iam lacking the concentration or should have lost the interest (hope its just a temporary thing). Infact, I had started to write abt a couple of things, but just could not phrase more than few sentences. Lets see how long it lasts.
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So, I have decided to write out some simple things till I get my skill (or whatever it is) back.

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Heard that “Unnai pol oruvan” is rocking & am seeing the accolades pouring from all quarters for the entire team. Its been 10 days since it has released & I have not seen it yet. Kind of first time for me, that I have not seen a Kamal Haasan film for such a long time since its release. Has this got anything to do with my marriage? My busy schedule? My reducing admiration for Kamal Hassan? Don’t know the real reason. But would definitely be watching it by next week.
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The last movie that we saw was ‘Kanthasamy’, one of the lousiest film that I have seen off-late. It’s a pure waste of time / money & in all the departments the movie sucked big time. I liked Shriya though, the only consolation in that insufferable film.
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I have become a big addict of tv recently, especially the English movie channels & the sitcoms. Iam waking up early everyday to catch a movie & have been watching another film during the nights. In between I watch sitcoms like ‘Friends’, ‘Seinfeld’, ’How I met your mother’ & a lot others. To be honest, Iam not watching them for the fun part or to pass time, but Iam observing them; its almost like an exercise to me now to build my abilities in that direction. Iam trying to gather as much of knowledge as possible within the limited means that I have. Maybe I should start to write abt the movies / sitcoms that I see, so that the screenplay gets registered in my mind atleast. Lets see.
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But my new schedule has not gone down well with my wife & she is visibly unhappy. She expresses it often, but she understands the passion I have for that profession. She may not be all that encouraging when it comes to this particular dream of mine, but she would not stand in the way. Mainly because she knows that she cannot stop me from chasing my dreams & also because she wants me to be happy.
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Protecting my dreams & going after them are the most important things for me & that’s what has kept me going all thru the terrible phase & even now.
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